Out of sight, out of mind. Nomatter how many times I repeat these words the more I actually believe it less amd less. Then again it probably has a lot to do with the fact that this new year was kicked off with a simple gesture that seems to be starting the first downward spiral of 2012. Pictures can say a thousand words and leave a thousand open wounds waiting to be soaked in alcohol.

Hmmm and here I am, being over dramatic over a small insignificant moment where I should be happy for her because its what she deserves. But its funny how one day all you see is this beautiful woman that brightens your day with a simple text message “I miss you” because all you can picture is her beautiful smile. And the next day she can say the same thing and all that happiness is gone and all that is left to picture is her kissing him.

Its funny that telling your self out of sight out of mind really isn’t helpful. Especially considering that even though you didn’t see the semi truck it didn’t change the fact that you got hit.

Its amazing that someone can affect your state of mind from 250 plus miles away….