February 2012
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January 2012
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Love me..
I want to feel whole again
it has been so long since I have felt that way. I am dying inside wanting to feel that way again. But if I could do it all again I wouldn’t change a thing.
I wasn’t looking for a reason to stay I was just wanting for you to ask me not to go.
God damn love is a funny thing.
I can move on,
Because I can’t let go…
How can I expect to live my life out here in Hollywood if I can’t do that easy task and let go of my past and let go of her…
Random update number 2
Out of sight, out of mind. Nomatter how many times I repeat these words the more I actually believe it less amd less. Then again it probably has a lot to do with the fact that this new year was kicked off with a simple gesture that seems to be starting the first downward spiral of 2012. Pictures can say a thousand words and leave a thousand open wounds waiting to be soaked in alcohol.
Hmmm and...
December 2011
24 posts
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December 19, 20011 @ 2:05am
There isn’t enough words in the english language that could properly describe the way that you make me feel, and the pure joy and excitement I get when I see your smile, hear your laugh or stare into your eyes. It’s a shame that you will never be mine…
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How can you not wake up and think..."damn I am...
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Dreaming of dreams.
You lay home at night alone and so cold, curled up and cluttered with clothes yet to fold. you feel deep inside that something’s wrong. just out of place but yet nothing’s gone. Now as days go by you try hard to dream, And you try to replay that final scene. “She walks on that path to guide her way home, you continue along feeling empty and alone. We’ll meet again, its all...
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Bend me, Break Me.
bring me back to the past I loved the one true place I hold above. before that night I’ll never forget, lead to a life you’ll soon regret. bring me back to a past I hate, with a sorry that comes way too late. after some words were left unsaid, left that doubt, burnt into my head. break me free from the hate I can’t let go, I’m empty inside, I have nothing to show....
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Random Update Number 1...
So it has become very rare for me to actually post something on tumblr, and the main reason is because I don’t want to sound like that prepubescent teenager that hates his life especially considering that I am a twenty-four twenty-something year old man that really has nothing to complain about any more. Except for the fact that I am love infatuated with one of my best friends (to the point...
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That moment a fly or bee sneaks up to your ear and... →
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November 2011
9 posts
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a few questions i want you to answer
When did you first fall in love? How did you know it was love when you have nothing to truly compare it to? And was it just me that only realized you “fell in love” when the other person didn’t love you back?
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A new step in the right direction..
So today i decided to unsync my tumblr from my facebook. It was a pretty big step considering that i no longer feel the need advertise to the general public of my friends and family how completely and utterly i feel about my life, work or what ever is screwing up my mind that day. “So hopefully this will stop from those awkward questions on my wall asking if i am ok..” and “if...
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Hmmmm the bottom of my favorite jeans ripped today when I was riding my bike, i guess they will just have to become my favorite pair of shorts
September 2011
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August 2011
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make up the mind and make no excuses because its...